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When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
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Friday, March 2, 2007, 7:21 AM
first off, i want to wish bev happy birthday. HAPPY 17TH BEV! haha you're a year OLDER now. anyway school was super slack today. we watched a chinese movie, called perhaps love. takeshi was in it! he's so handsome.... but in the movie, he played a scary character who goes mad cause of this stupid bitch who forgets him after she got famous. die bitch! how can you forget about dear takeshi? tsk tsk. she's a slut too, she raped him. well not really rape, but she initiated the um ACT, he tried to resist but she pushed him down and all. you are gross, bitch. i know it's just a movie, but i really cant stand her character. she must be a really good actress, in order to evoke such strong feelings within me. haha
after the movie, bev, mich and me headed down to town to watch The Pursuit of Happiness. it was a nice movie, really sweet=) i smuggled in long john's silver combo 1 into the cinema. stupid coke leaked in my bag, so i went to the toilet to wash it and dripped some coke on the floor. then the cleaning auntie scolded me. WTH. this is your damn job, if you are so unhappy about cleaning up coke, then QUIT. i even said sorry so there was absolutely no need at all to swipe your bloody mop at my feet and scold me. damn you, old hag. went shopping after the movie, i bought a top from zara and bev bought shades from aldo. whoohoo! chris and dong dong joined us after that. chris is so funny! he walked up and down wisma about 5 times, trying to find us. hahahaha. then dong dong got irritated with him and scolded him. tsk tsk, bad dong dong! haha kidding.
met fel in school after that. we went to holland v and had dinner at nydc. i tried the bratwurst sandwich or smth like that and fel had 3 amigos. it was not bad! but as usual, i wasted quite alot. left behind the salad and fries. hahaha yes i know people are starving in africa, indonesia and god knows where, but sorry, i'm not someone to force myself to finish up my food even when i'm full. so if you have a problem with people like me wasting food, so sue me. we shared the mudpie jedi master. it was DEEELICIOUSS. i love the choco syrup! yums!
i am supposed to forget about you completely today. omg shit how?? i dont want to stop liking you cause it's hard to just ignore my feelings. but i have to do this, it's for the good of everyone. for me, cause i will be normal again, and for you and her. i know you like her alot and that she doesnt return your feelings. omg what's up with her??? she's sorta my friend and if she knew that i like you, she might not accept you. i dont want to be in the way for you guys, so that is why, i must must MUST forget you and flush my feelings for you down the stupid toiletbowl. omg i'm feeling damn sad now. i dont want to let you gooooo, noooooo speedo! oh my lord, tears are stinging my eyes now. SPEEDO I LIKE YOU SO MUCH THAT IT HURTS TO LET YOU GO! AHHHHH SPEEEDOOOOOOO!!!!!
i often ask myself why i like you. from the second day of school, i already liked you. you wore your glasses then and looked kinda dorky. i have no idea what the hell drew me to you. speedo, did you cast a spell on me or something?? if you did, undo it now! everytime i see you, my heart races. everytime i hear your name, i smile. everytime i hear your voice, i feel warm. and everytime you look at me, i lose myself. this is it speedo, tonight is the night that i will forget you. you have made me cry, laugh and fail tests. i know i am the stupidest girl in this world for feeling this way about a guy. goodbye speedo, thank you for making me happy and sad. so many times, you made my day. i want to thank you for that. i wish you all the best with her. you two look great together. if she rejects you, dont give up, cause i believe that you'll win her over someday. omg i dont want to end this, ahhhhh!
after this night, you're no longer speedo. you're no longer the guy who can change my world. you're just a guy, a normal guy that i will never look at again. i will look past you and treat you as invisible. bye speedo. it all ends here tonight.
