When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007, 9:05 PM
Some say love it is a river That drowns the tender reed. Some say love it is a razor That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love it is a hunger An endless, aching need I say love it is a flower, And you its only seed.
It's the heart afraid of breaking That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking That never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken, Who cannot seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live.
When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long. And you think that love is only For the lucky and the strong.
Just remember in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow Lies the seed that with the sun's love, In the spring, becomes the rose.
Monday, September 24, 2007, 9:33 PM
i feel so refreshed after taking a 1 hr nap! yay i'm ready to study econs now! haha. do you know whats weird? everytime when i take a nap, which is very seldom btw, i always nap in my parents room. haha dont ask me why! my mum said its cause i want to dirty her bed and not my own. omg thats so not true! i guess i love napping on their bed cause its so big and comfy=)
anyway took my lit paper today. i think it was SLIGHTLY better than mid years but still it wasnt all that great. i started off with othello first, decided to do the extract based question since i had no guts to attempt the essay question. i spent too much time on my othello question. urgh! in the end i was only left with 45 mins to attempt the poetry question and i ended up not writing the conclusion. oh nooooo. anyway the poems were on love, i usually have alot to say about that topic since i love it but today, i didnt have much to write. ahhh so weird! i asked my friends and they too said the poem was weird. anyway i tried my best, all i can do now is to hope that i can at least get a decent grade and pass!
dad picked me up after the paper. i was feeling hungry so he bought me sausage egg mcmuffin from macsl. yay i love my daddy=) oh did i also mention that i just love the old aunties at macs? they're so friendly and cute! so unlike those toilet cleaning ones, who are just so grumpy. the macs aunties always carry a smile on their face and their greeting is always filled with zest. i always feel like laughing everytime i order, cause their cheerfulness is simply contagious! haha!
okay shall go study econs now. i'm out!
Friday, September 21, 2007, 4:57 AM
omg the battle has begun! this battle to be promoted into j2 and not be retained. OMG. had my first paper today. ahhh i hope i'll do okay for paper 1 as for paper 2, i sense impending doom! may the lord have mercy on me.
after the paper, 10 of us went for lunch at toa payoh hub. we went to the food court. omg the food there sucks like shit! weird that it's called kopitiam, i thought the food there should be of a decent level but this one is really bad. to be safe, i ordered fish n chips. i mean, how wrong can you go with fish n chips right? but i was wrong man. the fries were damn salty plus the fish just tasted weird. ahhh what a waste of my money. bronson ordered mushroom soup and it looked like vomit, the minute he took a spoonful of it, he made this weird face and stopped drinking the rest. anyway i'll never go back to that dreadful food court ever again.
the train ride home was long. toa payoh all the way to boon lay. so i just slept. i woke up to this foul smell beside me and to my horror, it was a bangla. when i turned to look at me, he gave me this perverted grin. OH GROSS! that made me fully awake and i immediately stood up and moved to a different section. i really cannot express my hatred for banglas in words. its just too much.
sigh i cant wait for this long battle to end. i mustnt give up. hang in there diane!
In times like these you need a Savior In times like these you need an anchor; Be very sure, be very sure Your anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock
This Rock is Jesus, Yes, He's the One; This Rock is Jesus, the only One! Be very sure, be very sure Your anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock!
In times like these you need the Bible, In times like these O be not idle; Be very sure, be very sure Your anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock
This Rock is Jesus, Yes, He's the One; This Rock is Jesus, the only One! Be very sure, be very sure Your anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock! In times like these I have a Savior, In times like these I have an anchor; I'm very sure, I'm very sure My anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock
This Rock is Jesus, Yes, He's the One; This Rock is Jesus, the only One! Be very sure, be very sure Your anchor holds and grips the Solid Rock!
Monday, September 17, 2007, 6:25 AM
When I see your smile, tears roll down my face. I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out, How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul. And I know, I'll find, deep inside me, I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter, I can show you I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my, my true love, My whole heart, please don't throw that away. Because I am here, for you. Please don't walk away, and please tell me you'll stay.
Whoa-oh-oh Stay Whoa-oh-oh
Use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill. And I know I'll be okay, though my skies are turning gray.
I will never let you fall. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all. Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
i love the red jumpsuit apparatus! and this song is just so sweet=)
Saturday, September 15, 2007, 7:19 AM
haha i havnt done a quiz in ages, so i decided to do one with anna!
1.Your name plus "ness"? diane-ness. Omg sounds so weird!
2. Two feelings at the moment? bubbly and highhhh
3. What are you listening to right now? Now that you got it by Gwen Stefani
4.Done anything you regret so far this week? acting on rash impulses and hurting my friends as a result=(
5. Describe where you are right now? studyroom
6.The highlight of your week? scolding tan jek suan and Michael tan. HAHA
7. What are you craving to have right now? reverso ice cream
8. Who were the last people you ate with? parents
9. What are you scared of? LIZARDS, CLOWNS AND INJECTIONS. Deadly trio!
10. Last movie you watched? Rougue Assasin
11. Last songs you sang out loud? because of you by ne-yo
13. Are you thinking of someone right now? Yes.
14. Who is the last person you talked to? dad
15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer? damn pw written report
16. Have you changed much this year? yup
19. Hug or kiss? BOTH.
23. Who was the last person to text message you? poko=)
24. Where was the last place you went to besides where you are? jurong hill top
26. Do you speak any other language other than english? Yes.
27. Last thing you watched on TV? some cooking show on channel news asia
28.Do you dress for style or comfort? uh abit of both
29. Name someone with the same b-day as you? Linette
30. Ever had a drunken night in mexico? never got drunk before
31. Whats the craziest thing you've done? I’ve done a lot of crazy things, but right now I can only think of pretending to be sick and acting like a spoilt brat in front of the vice principal and discipline master. I escaped suspension and got a lollipop from the vp. Yay me! haha
32. Favorite color(s)? purple, pink, orange, red
33. What's your favorite cereal? Oreo Os
34. What is your favorite Michael Jackson song? the way you make me feel
35. Who do you love? family and friends
36. Any plans right now? I hope to wake up early tmr morning and go for a run.
37. What are your plans for tonight? haha no plans for the nite.
38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow? nothing much really, if everyone gets up early, maybe coffee bean breakfast?
39. Last time you smile? 5 mins ago
40. Who do you wanna be with right now? haha I think the answer’s pretty obvious=)
Wednesday, September 12, 2007, 4:07 AM
Every mirror tells a tale, My mirror is a memory I do not wish to tell
Eery reflection has a story yet to be told, They say the mirror never lies, but that's all my mirror ever sold
Look Into the reflective piece of glass, that mirror, pool or lake, Gaze into the lie and realise that it's fake
Oh you look so classy in the mirror, but take a look inside, Your body spins a different song, there's things your eyes can not hide,
Now I use a different mirror, one that doesn't lie, Mirror Mirror in the sky, look down in judgement from up high
Give me the facts, tell me the truth, Strip away the layers of lies, right back to my youth,
The image I see in the mirror is not good enough, it just won't do, The person starring back is perfect, but I'm just not you.
Monday, September 10, 2007, 7:07 AM
ahhh i just love his voice! those 2 songs can really melt a girl's heart... LE SIGH.
Saturday, September 8, 2007, 10:38 PM
You know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh And I can't sing I'm finding it hard To do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad If you only knew What I'm going through I just can't smile without you
You came along Just like a song And brightened my day Who'd of believed that You are a part of a dream Now it all seems Light years away
And now you know I can't smile without you I can't smile without you I can't laugh And I can't sing I'm finding it hard To do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad I feel glad when you're glad If you only knew What I'm going through I just can't smile
And now some people say Happiness takes So very long to find Well I'm finding it hard Leaving your love behind me
Friday, September 7, 2007, 7:22 PM
shall blog about yesterday. it was such a perfect day yesterday, perfect weather and all! i went to watch no reservations with poko, thanks to mh and mel's recommendation. and i must say, THE MOVIE IS REAAALLY SWEEET!! zoe is so cute! but at times, i really feel like slapping her because i sympathise with kate. haha! oh yeah and nick is soooo sweet! ahhh and watching all the yummy food made me hungry! being a chef looks so inviting and fun, unfortunately there is no way i can be one, since i cant even cook. haha! hmm i wonder if mh still wants to be a chef? haha i'm sure she'll be a great chef.
vivo city is really my favorite place in singapore. it holds so many memories there, memories of my best friends and of course, poko. sitting at the vivo deck at night is really my favorite thing to do. i swear i can just sit there for hours! feeling the sea breeze, the smell of the sea and the peace and quiet of it all, it's a perfect place to be. the best thing about last night was, the sky was filled with many stars! ahhh how perfect=) poko was trying to point out constellations to me and i was trying to form stuff with the clouds. here's what i made up, a dinosaur and a manchu warrior. HAHA!
i cant wait to go back there again after promos. mh and mel, i'm sure you miss vivo alot! we'll definitely go back there when you guys return. and it'll be just like old times, the 5 of us just hanging out and doing crazy stuff. haha!
Kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me
Wednesday, September 5, 2007, 11:56 PM
Your words cut rather deeply, They're just some other lies I'm hiding from a distance, I've got to pay the price Defending all against it, I really don't know why You're obsessed with all my secrets, You always make me cry You seem to wanna hurt me No matter what I do I'm telling just a couple, But somehow it gets to you But I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me, kinda invisible… You don't sense my stay Not truly hiding, not like a shadow Just thought I would join you for one day I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me
I'm not trying to avoid you, Just don't wanna hear your voice When you call me up so often, I don't really have a choice You're talking like you know me And wanna be my friend But that's really too late now, I won't try it once again You may think that I'm loser, That I don't really care You may think that it's forgotten, But you should be aware Cause I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day
You seem to wanna hurt me No matter what I do I'm telling just a couple, But somehow it gets to you But I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day
I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Kinda invisible You don't sense my stay Not truly hiding, not like a shadow Just thought I would join you for one day