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Wednesday, October 31, 2007, 3:43 AM
my first official day of freedom and what do i do? i was stuck at home, could barely move around cause i caught some stomach virus. wth i feel so cheated! i woke up this morning with twisting and gripping stomach pain, felt like i was going to die. the pain was seriously unbearable! vomited 3 times and had diarrhoea. GROSS PLS.
at about 10am, i went to see the doctor. the queue was so freakin long! i vomited in a plastic bag while waiting and this woman opposite me picked up her son and ran out of the clinic. omg i felt abit bad but i seriously could not control myself. this kind woman showed sympathy and asked me if i was alright. after waiting for like ages, it was finally my turn. dr. lin said he had to give me a jab. he wanted to jab me at my ass but despite me being weak and all, i screamed out a weak "no!" and lifted up my sleeves, indicating that he should jab me at my arms.
after the jab, i moaned in pain. and he said "you see, thats why i wanted to jab you at your buttocks. a skinny girl like you does not have enough flesh on the arms hence its painful." i got annoyed. i told him "its not the jab that hurts, its my damn stomach! the jab is nothing compared to my stomach. when is this pain going to end?!" and then he said 30 mins after the jab.
he gave me so much pills! i hate being sick. i feel like an invalid. urgh! at least my pain is gone now but i still feel so weak. i hope by tmr, i'll be back to my usual self again.
ahhh i really wanna eat ikea meatballs!!!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007, 7:11 AM
ITS OVERRRRRRRRRRR. like finally man! no more chinese and pw! YESSSS! haha its been a rather interesting day today.
went to school at 8am to finish up our SUPERCOOL (excuse the big ego) model for pw. haha quite a few ppl complimented us on our model. "what's that? it's very nice! waaa hen mei leh!" hahahha. anyway i was a nervous wreck before the op, i was so afraid of screwing up. when it came to the actual presentation, i think i went a little too fast and for the question and answer section, my answer was damn loserish. HAHA. but who cares? IT'S OVERRR. yay!
after op, i went to town with my awesome pw group. I LOVE MY PW GROUP! i could sit and chat for hours with them. i shall quote huifang, "WE ARE THE COOLEST GROUP MAN!" yes i agree! haha i forgot to bring my wallet today so thank god for huifang, being the kind soul that she is, lent me $7.30 today. haha like duh, that girl's future ambition is a nun! huifang is so nice, thats why i love to suan/make fun of her. all in good cause of course! huifang, dont be offended k! i love you sister! haha. oh shall not forget the chio bu, ting ting! she may seem dao and all, but she's super cute and hilarious! ting ting, i shall sing you a cute song! "chitty bang bang, chitty chitty bang bang..." HAHAHHAHA. i can picture you singing that song!
walked from taka to ps. haha i think its kinda far but thats cause my stamina sucks like shit. according to my friends, they said its near. shit man, training is starting soon! ahhhh must go running one day.
it's my first time trying hershey pie today. i must say, its pretty good! i love the biscuit layer at the bottom. yummieeeee! but eating too much of it is kinda gelak, cause it's super sweet. haha
omg i cant wait for tmr. meeting my baby cousins! haha actually they're not exactly babies since they are like around 12-14. but to me, they're babies! i'll never forget playing masak masak, barbie, catching and monkey spotting with them! haha
weee shall go blog surfing now. ADIOS!
Saturday, October 27, 2007, 7:48 AM
i'm back! finally decided to start blogging again. haha. it's mh's birthday today! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SEXAYE! hope you had a blast in melbourne=)
i feel so tired nowadays. thats probably cause i go out everyday. haha by now, i ought to be sick of orchard, city hall, bugis or even vivo and yet, i'm not! i guess its the company that matters. haha visiting those places repeatedly doesnt bore me since i'm with people that i love=)
i have decided! i'm going to drop the bombshell on my parents next week. holding it in for so long isnt easy. i dont wish to lie to them anymore so yes, i shall tell them about it next week after the dreaded chinese and pw is over! some say i should hide it for as long as i can, whereas others said i should just come clean with them. i wish to be honest with them cause i hate the guilty feeling i get everytime i lie to them. this bombshell that i'm referring to here is my relationship with poko.
perhaps they wouldnt be too shocked by it since they already know that the both of us like each other. they just dont know the fact that we're going out. okay this is the worst case scenario that might happen.
me: uh mummy, daddy, i have something important to tell you guys.
mum: what what?
dad: what is it?
me:uh.... you know poko?
mum:yes, what about him?
me:you know that we both like each other right? i told you that we spend ALOT of time together in school and all...
dad:yes... and so?
me:well you see, he isnt exactly just my very good friend. he's actually my bf.
mum: WHAT?!
dad: what did you just say?
me:we've been going out for 6 months plus. sorry i lied but thats cause i wanted to prove to you that i could still be promoted even with a bf! and i did! so pls give us your blessings now! PLEASEEEE....
mum:HOW DARE YOU LIE TO US FOR 6 MONTHS?! I CANT BELIEVE YOU. HOW DARE YOU?!
dad:why are you doing this? i've told you many times not to get into a relationship, now is not the time....
me:but but but, we really love each other!
mum:I DONT CARE. CANNOT. I WILL NOT APPROVE OF HIM. I DONT CARE IF HE'S A NICE BOY OR WHAT, I WILL NOT APPROVE!
dad:you've left me with no choice, diane. i have to ban you from going out and confiscate your computer and hp..... i will do all means to stop you from seeing that boy again.
OMG. if that happens, i'll just die. okay a better outcome of the situation would be:
me:mummy, daddy, i have something to tell you.
dad and mum: yes? what?
me: poko's not just my friend, he's actually my bf. we've been going out for the past 6 months.
-short silence-
mum: HAHAHAHA! i knew it all along! i was just waiting for you to admit it.
dad: ok, this is not much of a surprise..
me: really?? i wanted to tell you all after promos and everything. seeing that i didnt fail anything, will you approve? we really love each other.
mum: hmm, derek. what do you think?
dad: well, since you've proven that you can handle your relationship and not neglect your studies. i guess i cant say no to you having a bf.
me: omg! really! WHOOOHOOOO. so you approve of our relationship??
dad: bring him home, i'll make my judgement after i've seen him.
I REALLY HOPE THAT IS WHAT WOULD HAPPEN. okay well time to chat with my cousins. later!
Friday, October 5, 2007, 7:15 PM
WEEEEEEE PROMOS ARE OVER!!! HAHAHAHA I'M SUPER HIGH NOW. WEEEEEEEEEE! okay shall blog about what happened the past 2 days.
4th October:
had our last paper that day. history was not too bad! phew. after that, anna, mich and i headed to town! we bumped into louis and meiling and we had lunch with them at lido! anna and i had taco bell. omg i forgot what's the name of that foldover i had but anyway it was so hard to consume it man! sooo cheesy and i made such a huge mess! haha anna had to help me remove slices of it from the bag to prevent me from making a further mess. HAHA THANKS BABYCAKES=) after lunch, louis and meiling went to watch balls of fury while the 3 of us went to catch nanny diaries! it was a pretty funny movie! OMG THE BOY WAS SO CUTE! anna couldnt resist him and i could hear her gushing over the small boy. haha! but seriously, that boy is damn cute! it would be nice to have a son like him in the future. benji and his classmates watched the same movie as us as well! haha. after the movie, we bumped into felicia and spoke for a bit=) following that, michelle left and anna and i headed over to penin. OMG THAT PLACE IS DAMN SCARY. its a muds place. anyway i got my black skinny jeans! yay! and then we went to marina square and shopped around=)
5th october:
weeee went to sentosa with poko's class! haha omg the sun was scorching, i applied lots of sunblock to prevent myself from looking like a mud. we played frisbee, touch rugby, captain's ball and monkey in the water! haha i dont really like touch rugby, i can barely cover a few steps before someone touches me and i have to stop! i enjoyed captain's ball the most. cause i just had to stand in the circle and catch the ball=) yeah yeah, i'm a lazy pig. haha! in between the games, wanyin and i sat near the water to soak our feet and we exchanged gossips! wanyin's a really nice person to talk to=) haha after sentosa we went to vivo and played pool! i played one game, i still suck at it, after all this time. haha! while the guys were playing pool, wanyin, michelle and i went to the arcade! we played bumper cars and... AIR HOCKEY! I AM ADDICTED TO AIR HOCKEY, ITS SUCH A THRILLING GAME! at first it was wanyin versus michelle and i. haha wanyin beat us, 14-3. after that cutter joined in and it was cutter and i, versus the girls. YAY WE OWNED THEM TWICE! haha watching cutter and anand suan each other is pretty amusing. unfortunately anand cant compete with cutter cause cutter's mind is faster and well, i guess cutter is meaner than anand. NO OFFENSE CUTTER, I STILL THINK YOU'RE A NICE GUY. haha and i bet mika thinks so as well huh? hahaha anyway i think poko's class is really nice, everyone is just so easy to talk to and they're warm and friendly=)
okay anyway i gtg get ready now, meeting sara and melody for lunch! whoopeee.
Monday, October 1, 2007, 11:21 PM
OMG. IT'S ALMOST OVER!! one more paper, just one more to go!! and yet, i have lost the mood to study for it! ahhhhh. shite man! i wasnt exactly nervous for today's lit paper on bnw and other worlds, but boy when the owl came to check my lit text, my heart started pounding like crazy. i guess its cause during mid years, the indian woman threatened to confiscate my lit text cause i didnt erase the notes that i've scribbled down during lessons. this time, i erased everything already and yet, i still cant help but have the fear that the owl would confiscate my lit text and leave me to die. i'm just being paranoid, but i cant help it. haha when she left and didnt confiscate my lit text (like duh), i whispered "thank you, jesus" five times. i know la, i'm very weird. haha!
anyway i really really should start studying history but i just dont feel like it! instead, i was watching the tyra show on youtube. i used to hate tyra banks, i associated her with a barbie doll who is an airhead. but after watching her show, i realised that she's not exactly an airhead. she has this series concerning Race on her show, they talked abt asian plastic surgery, inter-racial relationships, stereotyping of skin color, etc. when it came to the plastic surgery, she interviewed this pretty korean girl who went to make her eyelids bigger. i dont know why, but tyra kept insisting that the girl wanted double eyelids cause she wanted to be caucasian. when i heard that, i was like wth. the girl tried to explain herself that it wasnt the case, she said she wanted double eye lids to cure the problem of her sagging eyes. but stupid tyra kept insisting that she underwent the surgery to look caucasian. GEEZ. some people are just so stubborn and fail to view things in other people's perspectives, those ppl really bug me at times.
anyway on inter-racial relationships, she interviewed this hindu girl who ran away from home and married this african american muslim. i felt quite touched by their story, they make such a sweet couple! shame on her parents for disowning her. i know i'm racist against bangla MEN and wish that they die, but after watching the tyra show, i'll try to change my attitude towards banglas. they're human afterall, just with a different skin color. their skin color isnt what defines who they are, its whats on the inside that counts. i shall try my VERY BEST to look past that. BUT, if they try to harrass me again, then sorry, i'll continue hating them. HAHA
ok i really should start studying now. i'll be back soon, hopefully with good news! haha