When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
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Friday, July 20, 2007, 7:26 PM
Wouldnt it be nice if we were older Then we wouldnt have to wait so long And wouldnt it be nice to live together In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldnt it be nice if we could wake up In the morning when the day is new And after having spent the day together Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together weve been spending I wish that every kiss was neverending Wouldnt it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true Baby then there wouldnt be a single thing we couldnt do We could be married And then wed be happy
Wouldnt it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it It only makes it worse to live without it But lets talk about it Wouldnt it be nice
Thursday, July 5, 2007, 3:22 AM
OMG THIS VIDEO IS DAMN SAD!!! almost cried watching it. i'm not exactly a fan of country music but i really like this song! it's so sad... *sniffs*
Sunday, July 1, 2007, 7:36 PM
i had another weird dream last nite! in my dream, i entered a SWIMMING COMPETITION. omg la! oh but then, the category i entered was like the novelty race one. HAHA ALL I HAD TO DO WAS SWIM ACROSS WITH THE FLOAT. LOL!
anyway i clearly remember that before the competition, i was shaking like siao. i told my coach, this buff looking man, "coach, I'M GOING TO DIE. I CANT SWIM!!" and he answered me in this low and firm voice "dont say that. prove to me, diane. i want you to prove to me that you're willing to take up challenges." and i mumbled "what challenges, i'm going to die out there." soon the announcement came for me to go to my lane. my knees by then have turned to jelloid.
i remember i was in lane 2. i looked to my right, THERE WAS THIS HUGE GOON WEARING PINK TRUNKS. he smiled at me and said "good luck!" and to my left, this tiny boy who looked downright pissed. he was mumbling something like "why am i in this stupid race and not the butterfly one. urghhhhhh!" i looked at the deep water, and i felt like i needed to barf. the announcer went "contestants pls put on your swimming caps. and step forwards and backwards." HOW WEIRD IS THAT! what forward and backwards, make us all look like idiots. so i turned around and was prepared to run away when i saw my coach looking at me and he gave me a warning look. SHIT.
as the gun was shot, i remember screaming before diving into the dreaded pool. as i as in the water, the stupid huge goon beside me kept splashing water on me. but soon he was way ahead of me. i tried to kick with all my might, at first everything was going well. soon, i realised that i just wasnt moving despite me kicking very hard. i totally panicked! i could see all the other contestants way ahead of me and i felt completely helpless.
at this point, my dream switched. this time i was in a car. i know, very very weird! it was dark and i couldnt even see the driver's face. i asked him "where are we going?" and he replied "to the cemetary." i started panicking. but i asked him "why are we going to the cemetary?" and he remained quiet for awhile until he replied much later, and his voice was obviously in pain. "how can you forget?" he choked out. in my mind, i was thinking "holy shit, what have you gotten yourself into? you're in a car with a psycho who is going to take you to the cemetary to murder you and bury you alive. FUCK." i looked around, no cars or houses nearby. just bushes and a long straight road. i needed to get out of the car, NOW. so i said "omg can you stop the car pls? i really need to pee! ahhhh it's coming out!" and the man said "i thought you just went?" and i was like "i did? oh yes i did! hahahaha but you see, it's a cold night and my bladder isnt working well. hahahaha. pls! you dont want me to pee inside your car right?" and he let out this annoyed noise but he swerved the car to the side and halted.
"hurry up. i'll wait here."he said. i got a shock. wasnt he afraid that i would run away? anyway i quickly got out of the car and pretended to look for an area to pee. as soon as i saw that he wasnt looking, i ran for my life. soon i could hear him shouting "diane! hey! why are you running away from me! DIANE, COME BACK!" and in my mind i was like, "shit shit shit, the psycho's coming after me! pls, dont let him have a gun. oh god!"
soon he drove the car and halted in front of me. then he got out. his face was still in the dark and i cant recognise him. but his voice was in pain again as he said "why did you run away from me? why?" and i was like "um um arent you going to kill me?" and he let out this incredulous laugh then he got quiet again. and he said "how can you forget what day it is today?" WTH I HAD NO IDEA WHAT THIS PSYCHO WAS TALKING ABOUT. then he started moving around the car towards me and i remember backing my steps. as he walked towards me, he kept saying "how can you forget?" and i was like "pls, dont, pls, stay away from me."
AND THE DREAM ENDED. omg i totally dont understand my dreams. is there some sort of hidden meaning behind it? like perhaps a warning for my future? but then again, dreams are the opposite of reality. arent they?