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Monday, March 5, 2007, 7:31 AM
OMG I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THIS MIGHT BE MY LAST DAY BEING IN CJ! AHHHHH NOOOOOO. i dont wanna leave cj! cj holds such special memories for me... omg nooooo! anyway today has been one of the best school days ever.
we ended early at 12 today. whoohooo! had econs lecture for first period. it was super slack until this indian witch came in and shouted at us to shut our mouths. GEEZ WOMAN, IT'S OUR LAST DAY, GIVES US A BREAK WILL YA? god. had pe after that. as usual, me and bev were walking during our warm ups. then mr new was like "it's your last pe lesson, run!" then you know me, when i get pissed, i will just let it out. so i said "DAMN YOU!" it was pretty loud, i only hope he didnt hear my outburst. haha! we played captain's ball and soccer with another class. omg that class is super cheena i tell you. ALL OF THEM SPEAK CHINESE. omggg. during captain's ball, i was the goalie and i had this boundary that i assumed no one could step into. then one guy jumped in and i was like "OI! MY BOUNDARY MAN!" then he said "KE YI TIAO JING QU!!" so i replied "ke yi tiao meh?" and he insisted "KE YI LA!" HAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU. i have never seen this class before. it's like they popped out of nowhere, all these cheena-fied peeps. soccer was really funny. they were pissed that they kept losing to us to one of them was like "TI DA LI YI DIAN!" HAHAHAHAHHA. and dong dong accidentally kicked a ball into this girl's tummy. SHE WAS DAMN FREAKIN PISSED THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE GAME. omg it was scary AND funny at the same time. haha!
finished watching the movie mo zi ge li during chinese today. omg it was sooo tragic! THE PRINCE DIED! AHHHHH. I CANT STAND THE KING. HE SUCKS AND HE HAS NO BALLS. it's such a sad thing that yi yue and ge li cant be together, cause she drowned to death. OH WHAT TRAGEDY! it was a great movie overall, watch it ppl! i'll miss you peter thia! you're one of the coolest chinese lao shis that i know!
ok after school was the captain's ball finals and that's the best part. now i know i blogged that i'll never look at speedo ever again and that i no longer have any feelings for him. but guess what? the minute i saw him playing captain's ball on the courts, all those buried feelings began to surface again. omg i truly suck la. why oh why cant i just forget speedo? urghhhh diane, you really need to get a grip! my heart was slamming hard against my chest when i saw him playing. you have no idea how tight my fists were clenched from trying to restrain myself from cheering for him. OMG HE IS SO CUTE WHEN HE DEFENDS! he waves his long arms in the air, looking serious, and omg, his shirt lifts up a little to we all get a little peek of what's underneath! HAHAHAHAHHA WHOOPS. today was the day that i've heard you spoke the most! ahhhh. you're such an easygoing person, the way you joke with your class, the way you lead them when you play the game (sexaye!) and the way you tease them. and when you finally sat down next to me, i swear, the whole word disappeared and time just froze. i couldnt breathe, i couldnt move, i couldnt speak. a thousand thoughts were racing through my mind. i was so tempted to just turn and look at you but my head just wouldnt move. i just kept starring straight away. it was the best moment ever! you there, being so close yet so far away from me. AHHHH I NEED TO STOP THIS NONSENSE. ok no more speedo. NO MORE SPEEDO! ah shit, who am i kidding? i am still not over him! urghhh. ok i need time.
i'm looking forward to tmr. kinda hoping i'll get into ac and also kinda hoping i'll be posted back to cj. oh well, tmr morning, i'll see what god has planned for me! looking forward to the class outing tmr. oh man, i think i wont be able to sleep tonight. speedo, jae results and class outing! omggg i think i seriously need a reality check.
