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When our time is up,
When our lives are done,
Will we say we've had our fun?
Will we make a mark,
This time.
Will we always say we tried.
Standing on the rooftops,
Everybody scream your heart out.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007, 4:51 AM
why do i keep bumping into you? i used to feel quite normal when that happened but now, i just feel really nervous and happy at the same time. sometimes i feel like pretending not to see you but then my friends would tell me that you are looking and i'll feel bad. see, if i wave/say hi to you too many times, then wouldnt it be too obvious already? it has reached a point whereby making a conversation with you is hard, that's cause i simply run out of things to say when you look into my eyes. if i end our conversations abruptly, i'm sorry! i really dont mean to do that, i just feel like i cant breathe and no, i am not trying to avoid you or anything. i was taking pics with bev, alex and joel today and in my heart, i was wishing that i could take one with just you alone! oh sweet jesus, i am losing my mind.
ok anyway, the most interesting thing that happened today in school, besides my encounters with you, is the pao tossing in class. after school, bimbo had this crazy idea of throwing the pao at the fan. haha it was really scary at first. when the pao came into contact with the blades, it just shot out everyday. and once, part of the pao landed on my cheeks! all the girls were screaming, some even used chairs as shields. haha jonathan was the one that did most of the tossing. i think my class is a pao class. we love having pao parties and well, pao wars. HAHA!
it's only been 3 months that i'm in cj and i can feel myself starting to get sick of the canteen food. i used to be addicted to the jap store but that store has lost it's appeal to me. even noodle king/western best dont seem all that nice anymore. oh nooooo, what am i to do? maybe i should start bringing my own food to school and pack it into my bananas and pyjammas lunchbox. HAHAHAHHAA.
ok anyway alex and annabelle were advising me on what to do about poko. alex's suggestions require a lot of guts, which i am sincerely lacking, when it comes to poko. and annabelle's suggestions are more uh subtle. i'm really not sure what i should do. i really cant just treat him like how i used to cause just the mere sight of him makes my heart race. SOMEBODY HELP ME! should i just make myself stop liking him and forget about it, or should i do something? urghhhh. ok what i need now is music to clear my head.
sing to me the song of the starsof your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing againwhen it feels like my dreams are so farsing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
