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Friday, March 23, 2007, 4:24 AM
i am feeling really down right now. i cant blog about it cause it would be too obvious, according to bev. nvm, i shall blog about my muscle aches. i am aching EVERYWHERE. my legs are the worst, esp the thighs and calves. i cant even walk down the steps properly and i seriously feel like i'm 80 now. i already had muscle aches from the first volleyball training, but it was intensified by the mass pe. and right now, after today's training, i feel like i'm going to die. once i sit down, i dread standing up. if only i could be optimistic about it. according to kian, he says that it's good that i have muscle aches, cause that means the muscles are forming or smth. but i cant. everytime i get up or climb the steps, i am throwing out a string of vulgarities. let me enlighten you about them. well it goes smth like kaninabuchaocheebaihumjipundehkunjitchickennarbehlaaaa. it's like the swear words of different languages mixed together.
anyway i tried to sleep during chinese today. but the lao shi came and rubbed my back to wake me up. urghhhh. some lessons, well it's like time takes FOREVER to pass whereas others, time just seems to fly by. my favorite lecture would be econs because uh haha i shall not mention why. anyway i used to get ticked off by her indecent dressing but now, i dont care cause my focus is on someone else. hahahaha. anyway i got a shock when i caught j***ly staring at my back today. even when i turned around, he was still starring. is it cause i look like a pao from the back? OMGGG. mich said my hair color is the color of the pao fillings. GOOD LORD! i feel very weird whenever i catch a mutual friend staring at me. dont you feel the same way too?
oh yes, i love my maths tutor, mr ho. HE IS SUPER CUTE. he's this little old man who gets very frustrated over little things and he gives very weird analogies. for example, if you take really long to answer a question, he would get all worked up and start to raise his voice. in my head, i'm like thinking "mr ho, calm down pls! dont get a heart attack!" well today he caught me waving at my friend when she walked past, then he started nagging. HAHAHAHA. next thing you know, his student walked past and waved at him and i think he waved back. hahahaha seems like i'm not the only one that's easily distracted. oh yes, his math analogies include hdb flats and i cant remb what the other random stuff are.
i survived volleyball training today! I SURVIVED GRAND STAND TORTURE! managed to complete ten sets. whoohoo! but other than that, i was feeling pretty down due to my muscle aches and other stuff la. i need something to take my mind off you, i shall go listen to happy songs. hopefully the cartoon heroes, AQUA, can cheer me up.
