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Wednesday, April 4, 2007, 3:27 AM
whoohoo no volleyball today! i ended school at 2. ok let me start from the beginning. i really looked forward to today cause there's econs lecture. I SIMPLY LOVE ECONS LECTURES, VERY VERY MUCHHH=) i wished that econs lectures would be longer and not just an hour. oh my, poko just came online!! okok must resist the urge to appear online. oh yes, i think morning assemblies are funny. my class is standing beside this dorky class, most of the guys in that class look serious and uh smart. i almost laughed during the national anthem today cause the guy beside me was singing really loudly. he also said the pledge loudly too. HAHA. i shall be a loyal citizen and say the pledge loudly tmr morning! i think poko says the pledge every morning too. LOL.
anyway it was ms chok's 27th birtday today. delphne went to buy her a mango cake, how sweet! so we sang her 2 birthday songs and ate the cake. maybe it's just me, but i felt that she didnt really appreciate it. i mean, her facial expression didnt exactly look like she was greatful or touched. but then again, you know how some people just have faces that no matter what, forever looks pissed/annoyed/constipated? lol
i had a really bad recess today. why? BECAUSE MICHAEL TAN FUCKED IT UP. i was happily walking with anna and mich to the canteen when he called me. "young lady, you shall attend grooming lessons on friday from 3 to 7 since you do not know how to dress properly. now give me ur ez link card." he demanded. WTF. i was speechless. just because i tucked out my blouse, i deserved to be sent to detention? let me tell you, at that moment, i was fucking pissed. i started cursing like hell and my face was all red. bronson and jonathan agreed to accompany me to see michael tan after recess, just in case he tried to do smth funny. anyway i couldnt find him in the end so i went straight to tan jek suan and complained to him. tan jek suan was really nice about it, and said i should see that fucker after school again to negotiate. ok fair enough. so i went after school, i had already cooled down by then. i really didnt want to do detention, so i decided to try my luck at flirting with him. HAHAHAHA IT WORKED. "mr tan! can i have my ez link card back?" i asked SWEETLY. "why do i have your ez link card?" he asked. ha! as if he didnt know, bloody wanker. "OMG! HOW CAN YOU FORGET! I'M DIANE! dont you remember??? hahahaha!" i was like going to puke any minute but i persevered and continued to smile sweetly. "of course i remember you, diane. wait here for me." and he went inside to take my ez link card. then he lectured me for abit and gave me back my card. I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT. according to my friends, if he took your ez link card, he would only give it back to you at 5pm. so i felt reallylucky to have gotten it back at 2.15. hahahahaha it must be the flirting. omg michael tan is seriously fucked up.
so after school, i went to holland village to meet fel. it was raining heavily and i missed the stop! so i had to cross the overhead bridge and retake another bus back. as i was walking down the steps, i felt like i would slip and fall any minute since the steps were slippery. REALLY SCARY I TELL YOU. we ate at delifrance. it's such a cosy place! good place for studying. haha. anyway it fet really good catching up with fel. i really miss talking to her on a daily basis. the waiter reminded me of perv j. GROSS MAN. fel's so lucky to be in bball cca, but she said she might switch to swimming. HAHA NAUGHTY GIRL.
quite a number of people have been asking me if i thought about telling poko how i feel towards him. this is how i predict it to be.
me: hello!
poko:hello.
me: uh i have something to tell you.
poko:yes?
me: shit i think i like you.
poko: what??
me: omg sorry! i didnt mean to! i mean, i dont know why but it's like i cant control my feelings! shit sorry! omg are you freaked out?
poko: uh.....
me: ok nvm, sorry, i shouldnt have said that. i'll see you later, bye!
and i end up dashing off, never able to face him again. OR hopefully smth like that would happen
me:hey, i have something to tell you. but i'm not sure if i should, cause you might feel weird after that.
poko: huh? what is it?
me: uh aiya nvm la, forget it.
poko: what is it? just tell laaa
me:um um ithinkilikeyou
poko: what what?
me:I THINK I LIKE YOU! *covers face*
then there is a moment of silence, and then he takes my hands away from my face, but i continue looking down cause i feel like i'm about to die.
poko: diane
me: omg i shouldnt have said that! shit shit shit *i mumble as my head is still faced down, he is still holding both my hands btw*
poko: diane, look at me.
me: no!
poko: oi look at me. (and i glance up, starring into his beautiful eyes) i like you too. i feel the same way about you.
i am utterly speechless as my jaw drops open. then poko laughs and hugs me tightly. and then we both start laughing like mad fools as we dance around.
HAHAHAHAHA i told you i have an over active mind. anyway, a girl can always dream, right? lol
