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Saturday, April 28, 2007, 8:25 AM
i am officially pissed. i was blogging on my LAST paragraph when my com crashed. it was a long entry mind you, and now i have to blog ALL OVER AGAIN. DAMN YOU COMP, WHY DO YOU HAVE TO PMS SO MUCH LATELY? *SLAPS THE MONITER*
ok now back to what i was going to say. i went for piano lessons today. havnt been going for 2 weeks. as usual, got scolded for not putting in enough expressions. look, i am not cut out to play classical pieces so i really hate it that my parents force me to learn classical piano when i insist on switching to pop. i cant put in enough expressions and FEEL THE MUSIC IN MY BONES like say, abigail sin. i simply cannot. but anyhow, i still tried my best. i tried to move my body a little and like close my eyes, you know, imitating those professionals. and what do i get for such a splendid imitation? a slap on my hands and mrs lee going "STOP! AGAIN!" urghhhh. i got really pissed so when it came to the loud parts, I SERIOUSLY BANGED THE KEYS. i dont give a damn if i damage her piano. so i scared her and she was like "NOT SO LOUD!" and i said "it's ff what." and she was like "yes, but not SO LOUD. again!" ahhhh thank god, it's only an hour every week.
i went to meet fel at venetia after piano. it was great catching up with her. i havnt spoken to her in ages thanks to the stupid fight. i was afraid that it would be awkward between us at first but thank god, it was alright=) haha her class seriously has a few oddballs. i suppose in every class, there would be one. life would be oh so boring without one, wouldnt it? haha! speaking of oddballs, i just received a mail from bala, my penpal from india. he's kinda weird. he fears about me not remembering him and all, despite my repeated assurances that yes, i still remember you clearly. i remember that you are tall and lanky with a thick moustache. i think he's coming to visit singapore soon, i'm not sure if i wanna meet him if he asks. hahahaha i'm so mean.
ok my parents made me really annoyed and pissed about an hour ago. i've cooled down now. i was happily chatting online with my friends when suddenly my dad just marched up to me and started lecturing me about what a big jeopardy my life is currently. GEEZ OLD MAN, NEXT TIME GIVE ME A WARNING. anyway my friends were telling me smth impt and i was forced to just sign out. I WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN PISSED. my dad went "i think this has gone too far. you're addicted to the computer, i need to do something about this before it is too late. know your limits, diane. dont push your luck." so i went "okok, i am going to sign out in 5 mins." then he walked away and my mum came and SHOUTED at me "STILL DONT WANT TO TURN OFF THE COMPUTER? I COUNT THREE, ONE, TWO....." WTF. DOES SHE STILL TREAT ME LIKE I'M 7? WELL NEWS FLASH MUMMY, I'M 17 NOT 7! DONT GIVE ME THAT "COUNT TO THREE" BULLSHIT. urgh i hate it when they scold me for no reason at all. they just finished watching crossroads and had nothing to do, so they had to come annoy their daughter. i seriously wished i had a younger sibling. this would probably happen if i had one. "xxx, stop playing with barbie/cars! go clean your room! it's like a pigsty!" then the little one will pout and whine and go "how come jie can use the com! not fair not fair!" and my parents will go "jie's 17, she knows how to manage her time well. GO CLEAN YOUR ROOM NOW! I COUNT TO THREE, ONE, TWO...." yes, i can so picture that happening.
anyway my dad just came up to me and went "so late, still not sleeping?" ok that's also saying "turn off the computer now or you shall suffer the consequences." so i better end here.