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Wednesday, May 30, 2007, 4:38 AM
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They find out that the new baby is going to be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sings to his sister in Mommy's tummy.
The pregnancy progresses normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee. Then the labor pains come. Every five minutes, every minute. But complications arise during delivery. Hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?
Finally, Michael's little sister is born. But she is in serious condition. With siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushes the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee. The days inch by. The little girl gets worse. The pediatric specialist tells the parents, "There is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst."
Karen and her husband contact a local cemetery about a burial plot. They have fixed up a special room in their home for the new baby now they plan a funeral. Michael, keeps begging his parents to let him see his sister, "I want to sing to her," he says.
Week two in intensive care. It looks as if a funeral will come before the week is over. Michael keeps nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. But Karen makes up her mind. She will take Michael whether they like it or not. If he doesn't see his sister now, he may never see her alive.
She dresses him in an oversized scrub suit and marches him into ICU. He looks like a walking laundry basket, but the head nurse recognizes him as a child and bellows, "Get that kid out of here now! No children are allowed. The mother rises up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glares steel-eyed into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.
"He is not leaving until he sings to his sister!"
Karen tows Michael to his sister's bedside. He gazes at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. And he begins to sing. In the pure hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sings:
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray..."
Instantly the baby girl responds. The pulse rate becomes calm and steady.
Keep on singing, Michael.
"You never know, dear, how much I love you, Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The ragged, strained breathing becomes as smooth as a kitten's purr.
Keep on singing, Michael.
"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms..."
Michael's little sister relaxes as rest, healing rest, seems to sweep over her.
Keep on singing, Michael.
Tears conquer the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glows.
"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't, take my sunshine away."
Funeral plans are scrapped. The next day, the very next day, the little girl is well enough to go home! Woman's Day magazine called it "the miracle of a brother's song." The medical staff just called it a miracle. Karen called it a miracle of God's love.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 9:11 AM
Taurus is dependable and Pisces needs that. Taurus is hard working and Pisces has a tendency to be lazy. Taurus is practical and easygoing which helps Pisces through her frequent changes in moods. Pisces is adoring and Taurus devoted. Taurus provides the strong authoritative figure Pisces needs. Pisces will accentuate Taurus’s taste for comfort, and together they will furnish a luxurious setting for love. Both are highly passionate and sensual although Pisces is more volatile and emotional than Taurus. Taurus makes Pisces feel secure but Taurus is a bit too practical and down to earth to satisfy Pisces romantic nature.
This is a strong match that has a very good chance of turning into real, lasting love. You are both passionate people who feel deeply about things, so you complement each other well in this area. You also share a passionate romantic side that will keep you both interested and attracted to each other. While you are sometimes a little bit quirky and volatile, you will be happier and more even-tempered in a relationship with a Taurus boy. He also provides you with a stability and strength that balances you and makes you feel more secure. The one drawback in this relationship for you is that he’s not the most considerate guy, and you will find he can be a little insensitive to your feelings and needs sometimes. However, if everything else is strong, this shouldn’t be a make-or-break problem. All in all, it’s a strong match that will be very good for you.
Taurus boy's loves Pisces girl's innate capacity for passion and understanding. While he wears his strength on his sleeve, you choose to take the iron-fist in the velvet-glove approach, which is far more effective in the long haul. Respect his need to be grounded, and a potentially wonderful match is yours.
HAHAHA i seriously need to blog about more interesting stuff rather than looking at compatibility horoscopes.
Monday, May 28, 2007, 4:47 AM
went to school for lit lecture and volleyball today. omg i was the first person to arrive in the lecture theatre. worse still, jasmine tan saw me and she was like "are you in the right place? are you my student?" OMG I FELT LIKE AN IDIOT I TELL YOU. so i said "uh yes." and she asked for my name and i was like "diane" then she went "oh diane khoo! wow you look so different!" wth she's soooo weird! i always look the same. so i went "ooh did i get darker?" and she was like "no not really, i cant really put my finger on it. aha! you usually wear glasses right?" and i said yes and she was like "wow you look different without your glasses, cant recognise you." hmmmmm. ok then this tall guy walked in wearing the cj pe shirt and jeans. then she looked at me and raised her eyebrows and said smth like "isnt he good looking?" i swear, my jaw dropped opened. that guy was like bulky and when he walks, his hair flops up and down. he isnt ugly or anything, just very normal. but it's the way jasmine tan said it, damn odd pls!
alright so the one hour passed by really quickly. as usual, i was scribbling like mad what the bullet train was saying. she really loves using bombastic words. so i have to think of how to spell the word and by the time i figured out its spelling, she's already halfway through her second point. urghhhh damn frustrating! wonder how her husband and kids communicate with her. maybe they're bullet trains too. HAHA!
after lit, i went to town with anna and mich. we went to wisma and had lunch at crystal jade express. the ee fu noodle is goood! haha we were discussing about the white stuff in fahy's mouth. i was asking anna if she knew what it was. and she said many old ppl have it. my grandpa doesnt have it, so i asked if that white stuff was genetic. then mich said "it's phlegm!" HAHAHAHA SICK MAN. then anna was like "i wonder if fahy is aware of it..." and mich said "yes he is! i saw him lick it back." HOLY SHIT, THANK GOD I FINISHED MY NOODLES AT THAT POINT MAN. ahhh so gross! i hope i dont get it next time man. after lunch, we went to esprit to try on summer dresses! ahhhh i desperately want a summer dress! it'll be so cool if my besties get summer dresses then we can walk around orchard looking like pretty ladies! but first! i gotta even out my tan. HAHA. oh and i must wear a summer dress the next time i go out with poko. lol must look sweet and feminine! hahahahaha.
went back to school alone for volleyball training. omg on the bus, i was beside this odd couple. the guy was wearing some guard uniform and the girl was wearing a white dress. why are they odd again? well, cause they never ever talk to each other and it's like when the girl looks at the guy, the guy isnt looking at her and vice versa. damn weird la! they dropped at the same stop as me and the guy was like " eh eh, hurry press the bell!" then the girl was like "oh oh okok!" WHAT AN ODD COUPLE. they're definitely a couple cause they were holding hands and all.
met yixin and michelle on my way to school. we decided to use the canteen toilet first before going to training. omg we bumped into this weird indian security guard and he was asking us "did you hear anyone knocking on your door?" so we were like "nope" then he was like "are you sure? there has been alot of incidents where people hear knocking. be careful." so i was like "oh, you are referring to the bhangra workers?" and he was like "NO NO NO." then i was like "then who? you ah?" then he got shocked. yixin and michelle got what he was implying, i took quite some time. apparently he was referring to GHOSTS. oooooh creeeepy! he said cj is haunted, esp LT 2. i'm not sure if i wanna believe that or not.
volleyball training was fun today. no pt, whoohoooo! i like the new coach, he's cool and nice. oh the volleyball girls are considering shaving their heads bald for the cancer foundation. omg i could never ever ever bring myself to shave off my hair. I LOVE MY PRECIOUS LONG HAIR OH SO MUCH! i'm sorry, but i just cant bring myself to shave off my hair. i think you get 100 bucks for doing that or something. well i would rather be the one paying 100 bucks then shave off my hair. yes yes i know, i'm too vain. haha!
ok my mum is like nagging me to go shower. until next time, ciao!
Saturday, May 26, 2007, 7:41 PM
OMG IT'S BEEN AGES SINCE I HAD A WEIRD DREAM, FINALLY I HAD ANOTHER ONE LAST NIGHT! okok must blog about it.
i dreamt that i was in universal studios with friends. omggg how i miss that place so! the last time i was there was when i was in primary 5 and till this day, i remember it clearly! alright so i was at the entrance waiting then poko came. so we entered universal studios. we looked at each other and shouted at the same time "spiderman!" hahahaha so yeah we ran towards the spiderman ride. the queue was super long. there was a spiderman character there taking pictures with ppl. i asked poko "hey is that spiderman or spiderwoman? that person has boobs." and he said "uh i dunno haha." then one fat ang moh kid pulled off his mask and OMG, you know who was behind the mask?? MH. hahahaha! so i ran to her and said "mh!! i didnt know you worked here!" and she was like "huh? do i know you?" then i was stunned and i asked poko "that's mh right!" and he was like "who is mh?" wth man.
i got a little upset so i just walked away when i bumped into cat woman. CAT WOMAN WAS ANNA! omg la! so again, i said "anna! you work here too?" and she was like "i'm sorry, i think you got the wrong person." ahhhhh my besties dont recognise me in my dream! so i ran and sat on a bench. poko got worried and asked if i was feeling alright. so i told him what happened and he asked me not to think much about it. then he said he needed to go somewhere for awhile and asked me to wait. meanwhile, woodywoodpecker came and stood in front of me and pulled my ponytail. i got annoyed and kicked him and said "piss off birdy!" i think i kicked him too hard cause he fell down and his head came out. guess who i saw then? the fungi! so i ran towards her and said "omg felicia, i'm so sorry! i didnt know you were woodywoodpecker!" and she stood up and said "you need a chill pill." and walked away. i just stood there, not knowing what to say. poko came back carrying a huge candy floss and he offered it to me. so we sat on the bench and shared the huge candy floss. soon this ang moh came up to us and asked us if we were interested in being characters for a day and earn 80 bucks. i thought that would be cool so we agreed.
the ang moh brought us to this room. it was filled with costumes and pictures of different characters. then he said "cyclops and wonderwoman fell ill suddenly and we need replacements. both of you shall cover for them." poko was like "cyclops? cool!" but i was like "wonderwoman? ew no way! excuse me sir, can i be like rogue or something?" then he was like "sorry, rogue's already covered. unless you wish to be doctor doom?" wthh. he said if i'm doctor doom, i cant walk around the theme park but i just have to be stationed outside the toilet area. pffft! so i chose wonderwoman. i took forever in the changin room. i hated the wonderwoman's outfit! so slutty! then poko was like "diane, are you done? the manager's calling us." and i said "i look ridiculous! i'm not coming out!" then he laughed and said "you've put on the outfit already right?" and i said "yes, it looks like shit! i look like a girl from geylang!" then suddenly the curtains was pulled back and he was inside the dressing room with me. i screamed and tried to cover myself but he already saw. i swear, his eyes widened and his face turned red. then he ran out and i stood there, feeling like shit. soon he came back with doctor doom's outfit and pushed them towards me. then he said "uh, i think you should wear this. that one's too uh too revealing." then he ran out again. OMG LA! so i ended up being doctor doom and i was like melting inside the costume. i couldnt speak properly, my words came out muffled. wthh.
i just stood outside the toilet areas while kids push and hit me. i was about to snap when the x-men came walking by. poko saw me and waved and i felt slightly better. michelle was jean grey! hahaha and omg jiggly was professor x! the minute i saw him, i started laughing but it sounded like i was having an asthma attack. so one little girl went "mummy, doctor doom is dying!" then everyone gasped and started cornering me. the image of jiggly was still on my mind and i couldnt stop laughing. then this black guy claimed to be a doctor and tried to pull out my mask but it was stuck. it felt like he was yanking out my head. so i started kicking my legs and fighting him off and he went "he's having fits! i need help here! hurry!" OMG. then this huge assed lady came and was like "move aside doc." when i saw her, i screamed and it sounded like a desperate cry for help. i tried to stand up and run but she pushed me back down. i thought "ok great, doctor doom is going to be murdered by this huge blop of lard." suddenly, a voice shouted "leave her alone!" and the crowd cleared and my wonderful cyclops was there, with all my friends! spiderwoman, catwoman, woody, jean grey and prof x! they looked so powerful standing together. AND MY DREAM ENDED.
omg what a weird dream man. still cant believe i was doctor doom. haha!
Tuesday, May 22, 2007, 4:03 AM
When I first saw you I already knewThere was something inside of youSomething I thought that I would never findAngel of mineI look at you, lookin' at meNow I know why they say the best things are freeI'm gonna love you boy you are so fineAngel of MineHow you changed my world you'll never knowI'm different now, you helped me growYou came into my life sent from aboveWhen I lost all hope you showed me loveI'm checkin' for ya boy you're right on timeAngel of MineNothing means more to me than what we shareNo one in this whole world can ever compareLast night the way you moved is still on my mindAngel of MineWhat you mean to me you'll never knowDeep inside I need to showYou came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Boy you showed me love)I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (Right on Time)Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)I never knew I could feel each momentAs if it were new,Every breath that I take, the love that we makeI only share it with you (you, you, you,you)When I first saw you I already knewThere was something inside of youSomething I thought that I would never findAngel of MineYou came into my life sent from above (Came into my life, yeah yeah yeah)When I lost all hope you showed me love (Boy You showed me love, uh huh)I'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on time (But boy your right on time)Angel of Mine (Angel of mine, oh mine)How you changed my world you'll never knowI'm different now, you helped me growI look at you lookin' at meNow I know why they say the best things are freeI'm checkin' for ya, boy you're right on timeAngel of Mine
Sunday, May 20, 2007, 8:05 AM
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Diane has left some white space on the left side of the paper. Diane fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion moving the entire writing rightward as she moves down the page. If this is true, then Diane has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Diane is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Diane is leaving the past behind and moving on to what she perceives as an exciting and enticing future.
Diane is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.
Diane is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.
One way Diane punishes herself is self directed sarcasm. She is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at herself.
Diane's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Diane that she wasn't a great and beautiful person, and she believed them. Diane also has a fear that she might fail if she takes large risks. Therefore she resists setting her goals too high, risking failure. She doesn't have the internal confidence that frees her to take risks and chance failure. Diane is capable of accomplishing much more than she is presently achieving. All this relates to her self-esteem. Diane's self-concept is artificially low. Diane will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because she is afraid that if she makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Diane to plan too far into the future. She kind of takes things on a day to day basis. She may tell you her dreams but she is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud she speaks, look at her actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Diane is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
In reference to Diane's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Diane slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Diane can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Diane will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Diane will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Diane believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Diane uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally. Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone. The circumstances when Diane does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. Diane will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally. Diane is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Diane doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
, 7:13 AM
haha surprised everyone didnt i? i guess when it comes to someone i really like, i'm different and not daring at all. haha!
Friday, May 18, 2007, 7:57 PM
omg yesterday was such a blast, shall blog about it! we had sports carnival. i went around taking pics with bev, jiggly, poko, anna, mich, mr ho and spiderman! haha it was good fun=) then anna, mich and i decided to pon the sports carnival and just leave for orchard at 10am. haha! mich led the way. we walked about 5km but surprisingly, i wasnt tired at all! must be because i was too busy admiring the beautiful houses to think about the heaviness in my legs. i saw this house that was really beautiful, it sort of reminded me of my dream house.
we went to the forum to have breakfast at coffee bean. ahhh it was so nice having breakfast there with all the rich tai tais and ang mohs around. i feel like i'm 30. there was this extremely cute ang moh boy sitting in front of us. anna wanted to kidnap him for herself. she managed to take a few pics of him. haha! after breakfast, we went to toys r us to relive our childhood. omg the toys these days have changed so much. my ex best friend, barbie, looks totally different now! i'm not sure if i like her new look, she doesnt look so real and beautiful anymore. oh and the hunky ken? well he looks worse too. he apparently dyed his hair from blonde to dark brown. big mistake, mister. kelly still looks cute, thank god. mich and i wanted to take pictures with ferbie but toys r us dont carry that toy anymore. ah the sadness! we ended up looking at baby dolls and girls' make up kit.
after that we went to taka. omg anna and mich totally went nuts there. they were gushing and crooning over japanese plastic files. hahahaha it was damn funny, some people gave them weird looks. lol! those files dont appeal to me much so i went looking for my present. haha. mich left and we met fel at wisma. the fungi looked nerdy with her glasses. hahahahaha. we had hokkien mee for lunch and we saw a tranny. after that we basically shopped around for anna's stuff and watched spiderman 3. it was my second time watching it. good thing it wasnt boring for me. anna and fel cried when harry died, they said it was soooo sad. yeah it was, but that still didnt move me to tears. haha. after that we had dinner at long john's silver and it was damn funny cause the fungi kept amusing us with her weird assed hand gestures. i swear, she cant keep her hands to herself. hahaha!
going to meet the fungi soon at coro, then i'll meet poko=) ok i shall post a few pics we took yesterday.

our favorite spiderman=)

mr ho is so cute, yes?!

ms chok looks like one of us!
Thursday, May 17, 2007, 3:50 AM

Did I ever tell you
I’m better to have known you?
I don’t want to leave you with the shadow of a doubt
Did I ever give you the strength you’ve given me?
And how can I begin to make each moment mean the most so you will see
I never loved you more then I do today
Sometimes life just seems to get in the way
It’s been too long
I want to sit down and write for you a perfect love song
I want to shout it out in a silent crowd
I want to move you in a million ways
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you
I love you that way
And did I ever tell you
I’m better to have known you
I don’t want to change you cause
I proud of who you are
And should you ever question the pain we are going through
What I need to mention is that life just isn’t living without you
You know that I want you more than anything
Sometimes I just forget to say what I mean
I never loved you more than
I do today
Sometimes its crazy life just gets in the way
It’s been too long
I want to sit down and write for you a perfect love song
I want to shout it out in a silent crowd
I want to move you in a million ways
I said to you everyday but did I ever tell you I love you
Did I ever tell you I love you that way?
Monday, May 14, 2007, 1:14 AM
Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time
Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
too lazy to blog now. omg i am totally freaking out over my 2.4km run tmr. pls pls pls let me finish before 16.40! gahhhh.
Thursday, May 10, 2007, 3:26 AM
omg i havnt blogged for ages! bet my blog misses me. haha! anyway i'm feeling really happy and relieved now. had my 5 items test today. usually i can only do about 3-5 pull ups, but guess what! i did 14 today! whoooohoooooo! it's either because of volleyball trainings or the thought of poko that made me do so many. haha! if i dont screw up my run, i might be able to get a gold this year. YAY! my muscles are already starting to ache so i hope i wont die tmr during volleyball training. i can do it! go diane!
had chinese oral today. it was quite bad. i havnt spoken chinese since the last chinese O level oral. so it was seriouslly reaaaaaaaally weird today. i tried to sound like the woman on 'zao an ni hao' when i was reading the passage. end up, i sounded like some ang moh. ahhhh disaster! as for the conversation part, i really didnt have much to say. i gave stupid primary school answers. i hope lao shi would be lenient with me man. i received the mid year exams timetable today. wth my shortest paper is like 3 hours. that's about the same thing as taking a flight to vietnam. omggg. i'm a person that can hardly sit still and keep my mouth shut for 3 hours. i pray hard that i'll be able to sit through the papers without disturbing the people beside me. haha.
ok i really have to blog about someone. we shall call that person an IT because that person is not even worthy of being a human being. ok i really really hate IT. IT should seriously disappear off the face of this earth and stop bothering us. seriously, no one even cares about IT anymore. so you think you're so bloody important and well loved huh? let me tell you this. the whole world hates you. no one even thought about you at all. so pls, go screw yourself and do us a favour by FUCKING OFF. you think you're so bloody hot. JESUS CHRIST, JUST LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, WILL YOU? you seriously need a reality check. if i ever see you again....well, let's not think about what will happen. but i'm positive something not so nice will happen to you. if i really hate someone, i will not make an effort of hiding it. why? because i hate hypocrites and i see no reason why i should pretend to kiss your ass when the truth is, i want to kick it. now that i am so caught up about talking about people i hate, i shall blog about another person that freaks me out. i always bump into him and seriously la, he's just damn weird. his actions and behaviour are all damn odd. poko said he resembles a dog. well, i think that's insulting dogs. he's even weirder than a dog. my friends call him a stalker. i dont exactly dislike him, just that he freaks me out. i guess i'll just have to get used to his oddness.
i got booked by isaac lim today for my collar pin. wth. i told him that i left it in the toilet after pe but he still booked me. urgh! stupid health freak. he made me buy another one. if he wants to book me, book me cause of my skirt or hair. not something so pathetic like collar pin. omggg damn stupid la! nothing better to do, anyhow catch people without collarpins. stupid health freak.
anyway i went to toa payoh central with anna after school. we went to the foodcourt to have lunch and something really gross happened to me. i ordered duck rice. the 2 young chao ah bengs selling it was flirting and chatting me up. DAMN SICK. first, i said "ya fan." then one of them just stared at me. so i thought he didnt hear me, so i pointed to the picture, laughed slightly and repeated my order. then he asked me in chinese why i was smiling at him and whether or not it's cause he looked like mr bean. WTF. so i said no. then the other fat one beside him GIGGLED mind you, and said that i shouldnt bother about him cause that guy thinks he is damn good looking. then he was like "i'm better looking right?" omg i wanted to vomit i tell you. then he tried to guess my age and said i was 15. my mistake was to correct that on impulse and by telling them that i'm 17. omg the minute i revealed my real age, it's like they became excited. when i told anna this, she said they kept chatting me up cause i'm legal. wth if i'm legal to have sex, what makes them think that i would sleep with them? stupid chao ah bengs! then one was like "do you have a samsung phone?" and i was like no. then he said if i had one, i can plug it into my ears and block out what the other chao ah beng was saying. that is so funny, hear me laugh, hahaha. geeez. then the other one was like "i have a samsung phone. can i have your number?" then the fat one went "what's your name?" omg damn sick la! i refused to tell them my name so they were like "it's ok, we shall call you 17 year old girl." whatever man! this is my first time being chatted up by chao ah bengs. let me tell you, IT IS DAMN SICK AND WEIRD. the next time i shall go back there with poko by my side, see if they still dare to chat me up. stupid chao ah bengs.
ahh dinner's here. yay, having popiah tonight. weeee
Friday, May 4, 2007, 8:32 PM
i dunno what's up with me. i just seem to lost the urge to blog now. maybe it's cause i'm just way too caught up with school and volleyball. ok my muscles aches are seriously killing me now. yesterday volleyball training was tough. well actually it was alright until pt. omg pt is such a killer and the teacher said pt's just gonna get harder. ahhhhh! i was so happy to see him during my training, haha he came to visit me a few times during his toilet breaks. ok anyway back to pt, by the second set. i was seriously going to die. my legs were damn shaky and when i was running on the track, i wanted to cry. but bev kept encouraging me and pushing me. if it werent for her, i think i would have just given up. thanks bev, for being my pillar of support=) training was supposed to end at 6.30, but it ended at 7.15. i left at 7 though. haha cause i felt really bad for making him wait 2 hours for me so i left early. he's really the sweetest guy ever! after pt, i was seriously going to die. then i walked up the steps to meet him, and he smiled and handed me a 100 plus, said he bought it for me. ahhhhh i was really happy then. he didnt have to buy the 100 plus, just him being there is enough to bring back my energy. haha!
so we went to rest for awhile on the second level bench. i told him that i was thinking of quitting volleyball, cause i really wasnt sure that i could take the tough training. so i asked him "do you think i should quit?" then he shook his head furiously and said no. so i said "you really think i can survive in volleyball? you really think i can do it?" and he nodded his head, smiled and gave me a firm "yes". it really touched me to know that he has such faith in me. ok so for the sake of him, i shall hang in there and persevere!! and i'll try to have a positive mindset from now onwards. i really like volleyball, it's only the pts that i dread.
i'm so glad there arent any tests next week, or at least i think there arent. haha. oh wait, there's pft!! ahhhhhh SHITE. i really hope i can get a silver. but then i have to do 7 pull ups! omg the most i can do is 5. i pray that on that day, a miracle would happen. i'm going to meet mich later and we're gonna head down to botanical gardens to run! hahahahaha cant wait. i hope i can still run given my severe muscles aches. go diane, you can so do it! no i cant! YES YOU CAN! okok fine, yes i can! shit, i'm talking to myself again. bleh.