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Friday, May 4, 2007, 8:32 PM
i dunno what's up with me. i just seem to lost the urge to blog now. maybe it's cause i'm just way too caught up with school and volleyball. ok my muscles aches are seriously killing me now. yesterday volleyball training was tough. well actually it was alright until pt. omg pt is such a killer and the teacher said pt's just gonna get harder. ahhhhh! i was so happy to see him during my training, haha he came to visit me a few times during his toilet breaks. ok anyway back to pt, by the second set. i was seriously going to die. my legs were damn shaky and when i was running on the track, i wanted to cry. but bev kept encouraging me and pushing me. if it werent for her, i think i would have just given up. thanks bev, for being my pillar of support=) training was supposed to end at 6.30, but it ended at 7.15. i left at 7 though. haha cause i felt really bad for making him wait 2 hours for me so i left early. he's really the sweetest guy ever! after pt, i was seriously going to die. then i walked up the steps to meet him, and he smiled and handed me a 100 plus, said he bought it for me. ahhhhh i was really happy then. he didnt have to buy the 100 plus, just him being there is enough to bring back my energy. haha!
so we went to rest for awhile on the second level bench. i told him that i was thinking of quitting volleyball, cause i really wasnt sure that i could take the tough training. so i asked him "do you think i should quit?" then he shook his head furiously and said no. so i said "you really think i can survive in volleyball? you really think i can do it?" and he nodded his head, smiled and gave me a firm "yes". it really touched me to know that he has such faith in me. ok so for the sake of him, i shall hang in there and persevere!! and i'll try to have a positive mindset from now onwards. i really like volleyball, it's only the pts that i dread.
i'm so glad there arent any tests next week, or at least i think there arent. haha. oh wait, there's pft!! ahhhhhh SHITE. i really hope i can get a silver. but then i have to do 7 pull ups! omg the most i can do is 5. i pray that on that day, a miracle would happen. i'm going to meet mich later and we're gonna head down to botanical gardens to run! hahahahaha cant wait. i hope i can still run given my severe muscles aches. go diane, you can so do it! no i cant! YES YOU CAN! okok fine, yes i can! shit, i'm talking to myself again. bleh.
