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Sunday, August 5, 2007, 12:04 AM
I'M BACK! yes yes, i think i shall return to blogging again after taking such a long break. HAHA! okay so how has my life been since the last time i blogged? ah well, there have been ups and downs. more ups than downs, thank god for that. haha
anyway i think i'm one sinful girl. i'm positive that feeling that way about someone is wrong and sinful but i cant help it! nono, i am not being unfaithful to poko, this is about poko, not some other guy. but ahhh, i wished i could write about it here but it's a private matter hence i dont think the whole world should know about it. I CANT GET THAT MOMENT OUT OF MY MIND! OMGGG. stop it diane, stop having sinful thoughts! OH SHITE. i wonder if having these feelings are normal. ah nvm, i shall stop talking about it.
OMG GUESS WHERE I'M GOING TMR. SILRA HOME! i'm not looking forward to it, thats cause i'm afraid of meeting them. once in a biblical movie, ppl with leoprosy lived in caves and were isolated from civilisation. why? cause it's contagious! omg and i'm going to visit them tmr. holy shit. it's not that i look down on them, of course not. it's just that i dont want my reaction to offend them. i hope i'll be able to keep my mouth shut and mask my expressions tmr.
do you know what? you're really starting to annoy me. why do you have to be so different in front of people and in front of me? which is the real you? i swear, you're like a bloody chameleon. you keep changing and i'm having troubles keeping up with these changes! pls just make up your bloody mind and stick to one personality. there are so many things that i cant tell them or him. you, are an example of such matters. everyone has their secrets, that is why i cant tell them or him about you.
oh yes, i'm not looking forward to school tmr. i just found out yesterday that my childhood nemesis is in cj. WTF. i hope he doesnt remember me, it would be so weird if he does. i dont know how i'm going to face him. poko is so sweet, he said he'll protect me from this dickhead! weeee.
man it really feels good to blog again. haha ok titanic's calling me, urghhh.