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Wednesday, August 22, 2007, 4:59 AM
until today, i had no idea how painful and powerful some memories can be. something bad happened in school today. i saw xxx and the memories just came flooding back uncontrollably. the sharp and intense pain i felt in my heart at the sight of him was indescribable. i feel really bad for pushing poko away during recess, but really, i just couldnt handle the both of them at one go. it was just too much. anyway i told poko the whole situation after school and he actually thought that he made me upset and was worried about it! oh man, that made me feel worse. but nevertheless, things are fine between poko and me now.
i'm so grateful that babycakes and baba were there for me when i needed them. thanks so much for comforting me=) hmmm i did something bad today, i guess i should really do something about it, change my attitude towards *ahem*, or not i'll seriously suffer. why do i detest it so much? is it because i hate being the weakest? does my pride mean that much to me? oh man, i really dont know. but really, i need to stop whatever i've been doing because it's BAD BAD BAD.
this was seriously a sucky day. i hope tomorrow would be better, it has to!! sigh, i'm so tired right now. think i shall go shower and freshen up!
