Hello! I’m Diane and welcome to my blog [:

it's been one hell of a day today. oh man, so many things happened today! i'll just blog about the major ones though. i think i'm the most unlucky person on earth. seriously, there are so many other girls in school who use draw strings and whose skirts are way shorter than mine, and yet, i was caught by the vp! omg. i was seriously very traumatized when he threatened to suspend me and ban me from attending phototaking session with my class!

so while i dragged my heavy feet to his office to "negotiate", i cried! i guess its cause of the shock of it all that eventually got to me. also, the fear of not being able to be in the class picture made me extremely sad! anyway the moment the vp saw me crying, i guess he started to feel guilty. eventually, he let me off! whoohoo! haha i guess deep inside, the vp's quite a softie at heart!

phototaking was fun fun fun! OMG ONE OF THE PHOTOGRAPHERS LOOKS LIKE A. well i've always thought that A looks great, it's a pity that he graduated already. but seeing the photographer today was like seeing A again! uncanny resemblance man! i dunno, A has always turned me into a bimbo when i'm around him. same thing happened with this photographer! omg i'm sure A is going to look like that when he's like 40 or something. awww so goodlooking! hahaha

pe was kinda slack, went gymming and measured our height and weight. urgh i think there's something wrong with the height measurement. it says i'm 161.7! wthhh. i'm supposed to be 162.5 ok. hmph! i bet some evil dodo went to twig it or smth.

anyway i have 2 tests tmr. urghhhh. alrighty shall go study now! adios!

ever heard of the term Summer Snow? you must be thinking :that's impossible! summer and snow dont go together! but i recently discovered that there's actually such a thing as summer snow! it's actually snow in the ocean. marine snow consists of "the tiny leftovers of animals, plants, and non-living matter in the ocean's sun-suffused upper zones. Among these particles are chains of single-celled plants called diatoms, shreds of zooplankters' mucous food traps, soot, fecal pellets, dust motes, radioactive fallout, sand grains, pollen, and pollutants. Microorganisms also live inside and on top of these odd-shaped flakes."

Marine snow is everywhere in the ocean. Sometimes, it reaches blizzard proportions, and divers cannot see beyond a few feet. Measured in millimeters, the marine snowflakes are much larger than the average interplanetary dust particles (but of course interplanetary dust itself is also a constituent of marine snow). The bigger marine snowflakes -- over 0.5 mm -- are a major food source for deep-sea denizens waiting below for this manna from the watery heaven.

call me weird or something, but i'm actually quite fascinated with that! haha now i know why some ppl enjoy scuba diving so much. there's just so many miracles to be discovered in the ocean! i've always thought that scuba diving was fun, according to a friend of mine who dives, i dont exactly need to be a strong swimmer cause well you're given an oxygen tank so basically you just have to kick about and you're done! maybe i should sign up for diving lessons after As, then hopefully by the start of next year, i'll be able to scuba dive! omg omg, so exciting, cant wait!!

it's summer snow in the deep blue sea

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

hey you, this entry is for you. here's a comparison:

do you make me happy?
sometimes

does he make me happy?
more than you'll ever know

do you make me cry?
many times

does he make me cry?
seldom, much lesser than you

do i share everything with you?
no

do i share everything with him?
yes, even my deepest darkest secret which you dont even know

would i die for you?
i dont know

would i die for him?
yes

do i love you?
i dont think so

do i love him?
definitely yes

so what exactly do i regard you as? an acquaintance? a friend? one thing's for sure, if i could erase the past and start from the beginning, i would have told you from the first moment that, i dont really like you.

bro paul lectured us this morning about our results. it was quite bad, he kept shouting at us and well when he shouts, it kills my ears and annoys me. hence today wasnt a good day for me. i was pissed and stressed after his talk. and well, my anger vanished after awhile but my stress level simply increased. i seriously think that i turn into an ugly person when i'm stressed. i seem to have a problem with everyone and i know that isnt a good thing. my patience seems to be wearing thin recently. ahhh i need some cheering up!

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again



When Im lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know Ill find the light to light my way.
And when Im scared and losing ground;
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around.

And when Im down youre there; pushing me to the top.
Youre always there; giving me all youve got.

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything thats true,
I turn to you.







everyone and i mean EVERYONE tells me that the most impt thing now is schoolwork and my As. hence i seriously have no time to deal with other stuff. but i cant ignore it, i feel terrible and i dont know what to do abt it. i dont want history repeating itself because seriously, that was the worst fight i've ever had in my entire life. i've been living my life ever since that incident trying to ignore and forget abt you but its funny how humans are, there are certain memories that just cant be erased, no matter how hard you try or pretend. i'm not trying to make you seem like the bad guy as much as you think i am. i dont hate you so why should i do that? yes i was extremely pissed during that time and i admit that i've said some hurtful things but never have i tried to make you seem like a bad guy. if i've made it seem like i did, i apologise because that was never my intention.

i want closure, more than anything.

i have a new eyecandy! he totally fits the description of tall, dark and handsome. some ppl find him abit on the skinny side, but i find it lean! ohoh and best of all, moko can cook too! what a catch, seriously.





hot right? HAHA

i'm feeling high again! weeeeeeee. HAHA. anyway i had such a great day today! i'm happy with my history caused i improved by 2 grades=) well done diane! haha. oh and after school i stopped by for volleyball training. gosh i really miss the girls and my juniors too! they have their own jersey now, it's pretty cool. haha. had a great time catching up with bev and amanda! talking to them really makes me feel single again cause i dunno, they bring out the girly/bimbotic side in me? lol.

after that i cabbed to vivo and met up with mh and mel=) we went to pet safari and fell in love with this puppy that looks like a german sheperd but it's actually some japanese breed. it's so cuteee, i just want to cuddle it seriously. my favorite's still the golden retriever though, i'm going to get one next time. i'll have 2 dogs, a golden retriever and a toy dog (havnt decided which breed) and live in a nice cosy house with my husband and 3 kids! HAHA.

we saw this new toy, it's like bread which really looks and feels like the real deal but its actually fake. haha maybe i shall buy it and use it to trick ppl. when mel handed it to me, i almost bit it. cause seriously, it looks damn real la! haha. walked around in page one for abit and then anna had to go home for dinner. the 3 of us then went to yoshinoya for dinner.

i had a great time chatting with them over dinner. we were quite high at one point that we just laughed REALLY LOUDLY and this couple at the next table gave us a disapproving look. haha! oh man, i seriously havnt laughed like that in a long time. i'm so glad mh and mel are back! around them, i'm totally comfortable and often end up getting quite high. also, it's fun to tease them. they blush easily! haha.

I’m on fire
When you’re near me
I’m on fire
When you speak
And I’m on fire
Burning at these mysteries
These mysteries...

you call yourself my friend and yet sometimes, what you do doesnt reflect that. i really wished i could understand you better. if i could, i wouldnt feel so frustrated with you this much then.

Alexandria
Annabelle
Beverly
Brenda
Deborah Jie
Delphne
Eugene Kor
Hilda
Janan
Melissa
MelChu
Melodyyy
Michelle
MingHuei
Rey


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